Migraines getting better? Maybe? Maybe not?
This time last week I thought my migraine story might be coming to an end, and maybe it is, but maybe it's not. Every day when I wake up (as soon as I have convinced myself that procrastinating is making life harder and that just getting up will probably be easier in the long run!) at some point I worry about migraines. I know that worrying about migraines will only make me have them more often and it will make them worse, but I just can't help it. Luckily I only have one or two a month, although that is quite a few, it's manageable. At the beginning of last week I was sent home from school feeling really ill and dizzy (usually how I feel after having a migraine which I had the week before), I had a doctors appointment booked for later that day so despite the dizziness, I was feeling optimistic in the hope I might be able to conquer (I don't know wether 'conquer' is the right word to use here, but I'll use it anyway) my migraines once and for all. I was wrong. The doctor put me on a tablet called Pizotifen and to take one every evening. At first I was almost excited to try this tablet but the next morning I was dreading taking the tablet in the first place. It was nothing drastic but I was so tired, drowsy and I really didn't feel like moving. Tiredness and drowsiness were side effects, there were a few others I was suffering too, but they weren't too bad. I tried not to let them get in the way of my life (I did nearly fall asleep a few times but generally it was controllable), I wanted to feel normal, but as I continued to take the tablet the side effects got worse and now I am suffering another side effect which is muscle and joint pain (Rare : occurs in less than 1-1000 patients. Yes I am the less than one) in my back. This is making running, walking and just generally moving (and standing still for that matter) incredibly painful. I am booking another doctors appointment for as soon as I can because as much as I don't want another migraine I am not sure being like this is how I want to be either.
No more migraines?
Maybe?
I think maybe not.
Thanks for reading,
Olivia Mae xx